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She existed...

Sitting in a room full of people
Smiling at faces known and unknown
Hiding face and escaping glances
Craving to disappear once more
Always short of words to speak
If only nothingness had a vocabulary

No more searching of meanings
No more exchange of thoughts
No more validating the hypothesis
No more reasoning the basics

She was chained at her own will
In a facility built much far away
Her body battled with the necessities
While her mind loitered in a full wave
Away from the customary greetings
And at much distance of false hopes

No more pretense of performing
No more arguing this existence
No more accounting of vacuum
No more articulating this emptiness



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